Rant/Compain

It really sucks..

I know... I wish I could help more... I ended up out of school for over a month because of it.

Your helping a ton right now.. I missed one day so far..

That's nice to know. I got so sick from it I was just like, completely lethargic and couldn't eat.

I have trust issues, so its a big help.

I always get really hungry and then puke whatever I eat.

I try and be someone people can rely on.

I just couldn't eat at all. Different people, different responce I suppose. Like, you know how when your stomach's all meet up it will feel hard? Two months of that.

Its nice to have someone like that

Omg that must have sucked

Everyone needs someone.

It had to be the most horrible thing ever.

Mmhm.

I can't ecen imagine.

I don't want it to happen to you too. :/

Yeah...

I'm hear to talk to though so, you ave some place to vent.

Mmhm. Thanks again

No problem.

Okay so mai parents were gone all day and Tanna was using the computer and stopped using it when mai parents got home so i started to use it to write up a script and its a lot harder than I thougth and mai little brother was sitting there and iirirtating me and now mai mom gave me a whole fucking speeach about how I dont do anything and i am just being an ass to my little brother for no reason and saying she doesnt want to put up with my bullshit and excuses.

Im done

I was really happy that Ben was coming to visit except he forgot to mention that this is the last time I'll probably see him for whatever reason of starting over with his life and moving out of country and shit. Which leaves my only friend being VictoriaRose except, oh yeah, she's moving four hours away at the end of the school year. And I guess I can't have friends because all I do is fuck up and hurt people but I don't mean to push people away I just do. I don't really deserve to have people care, and I don't know what to do lately because all my mom does is yell and hit me and my sisters stopped giving a fuck about me completely, so now I have nobody left and I kind of just quit right now.

for Jessie.
she's just stupid...

for Marissa.
I would offer you to come to my house, but I don't want you to have to deal with Dominick.

So, Mom showed up, like she said she would (HOLY FUCK SHE DIDN'T LIE!), for a "visit." She refers to us, her kids, as a "visit." WHAT THE FUCK!? And, she's here until Friday morning. And, I am having usually lady problems that I normally don't, so, if I'm a bit snippy it bitchy or something, I apologize in advance because, it's ALL THIS SHIT HERE! On top of being treated like a fucking maid. So, yeah, I'm a bit pissy right now! I don't mean to snap at you all but, that's why, if I accidentally do.

//Rant

And now they're arguing over stupid shit because Mom is being an ass hole and trying to guilt trip Dad!

//Rant 2

AND, AND, AND! You all know about how we had to celebrate my brother and sister's birthdays at the fucking loony bin. Well, Mom and Dad promised them they would take the, out and so something afterwards to make it up. Dad brings it up one night and Mom said "Oh, well, they just wanted to go and spend their money." WTF.

//Rant 3

Its totes fine, and that is complete bullshit. Seriously? Im sorry that you have to deal with all of that.. Why would someone say that to their kids???

And, I told Dad take her key or get the locks changed and he was all like "Well, I want to give it until the end of April to see what happens because, Easter, her birthday and, our anniversary." SHE DOESN'T LIVE HER ANYMORE! I don't care what is coming up! Bull shit...

//Rant 4

Yeah, I'm not a person anymore, I'm a "visit." ... ... ... A "visit." ...

Thats fucking ridiculous! You are not a visit.

Apparently I am now... ...

And, Idk, it's fucked up... I took them out to lunch WITH MY MONEY, both on separate days for something special...

You are not.

Thats fucking stupid...

I don't mean anything to my own mom... ... ...

They deserved something... At least I did something nice for them...

She's just being a bitch.

At least your not an ass.