Rant/Compain

She doesn't even give a fuck... ... She says "Im sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you" and "I do care" and then she goes and does something completely the opposite so, fuck her too!

It hurts so bad...

Screw her too then.

I'm sorry...

I just want to hug Kintoshi and be okay...

I'm sure he'll be back soon.

I hope so before I start crying again...

Me too..

And, it's the only thing that ever makes me stop hurting... Like, everyone else helps but...

I know.

I just wish I knew why. It's been like that since the first day we met...

You're in love.

I dunno, I suppose... I've never gotten along well enough with anyone before to know and then... ... Something told me to make that board a second time, that he'd come back so, I did.

He's in love with you too. I swear, if you asked him to jump off a cliff he would.

As long as I can jump with him. I PM'd you.

I figured. I saw

Ughhhhhhhhh..
*other hugs and such because typing all that on the ds is hard~!*

I know...

Kintoshi! ^^

All of a sudden Jessie knows me more than I do, I guess. xD

Hey there, we should move this train to the main board cause crossing around sucks. =I

I guess. xD

Can do, good sir.

I am confused naow xD

I am SICK of this! My mom has some kind of crazy self image of herself that she never did anything with me or something because she keeps asking me weird questions like "Are you happy?" "Did I ever reject you?" "Are you mad at me?"
And she only ever wants to spend time with me, so dad puts me on the spot and just, EVERY TIME she leaves the room I get yelled at or chewed out by him because I didn't go with her or some stupid shit. YOU GO WITH HER! She doesn't bother you or my brother because you two are self concerned dicks that don't care! She only ever wants to talk to me because I do! Going to the store on a Saturday isn't spending time together! Playing a fucking card game or talking out on the back porch is! I shouldn't have to go with her to everything! Just because we're in the same room doesn't mean we're 'spending time together.' LEAVE ME ALONE. I'm so stressed out I want to punch myself in the face!

I'm sorry, Sweetie...

Whatever, I'm grounded for the rest of the day because I didn't go to fucking wal-mart with her. He said "find something better to do." Why don't you get off your ass and play a game with us you skank. Don't put it on me all the time! You all wonder why I avoid everyone in the house. Because you all SUCK.

That's a fucking stupid reason to be grounded. You're not her wife, he is. He should go to fucking Wal-Mart with her! It's not your job to do stuff with her all the time, it's his. He married her. He can get off his ass and do something with her.

He's excuse is because she doesn't want to go with him she wants me to go. I'd want me to go over you too, because you're are jackass! They don't bug my brother at all about it, he's fine in his unbuggd wold because he's a total smartass to her. Maybe I should take some fucking lessons from him so they'll leave me the hell alone.

The way they treat you is upsetting. You're always so nice and they treat you like trash.